I miss everyone and everything in my life right now. And they are all right next to me. Grades have dropped and i have to worry about keeping them up ...and im worried im not gonna be able to do what i want to do ...go where i want to go ..without doing all these things. But i havent hung out with my friends in weeks because i always ahve something or they do ...and i feel distant. It hurts me to think that i could ever be distant from my friends. Any of you that reads this please dont take it the wrong way i love you and i need you . ive just been feeling a bit weird lately and i cant put my finger on it


so here is my comfort...writing it down ...getting it off my chest ....sorry for all yall who thought that was going to interesting..